No Feelings

I saw myself in my head and my heart, I had fallen to my knees, to the ground and sobbed uncontrollably.

Yet in reality I stood with both feet glued to the ground looking forward with an unseen hand up keeping the overwhelming emotion away,                                                                                     Trying to make the world understand,  I am stronger than I truly am.

I will not crack, I will not cry, I will swallow all these feelings, it will only happen in the virtual world in my head.

And that way I will be safe, I will be safe from myself, safe from the world, safe from the feelings that make me feel  vulnerable by living in my head,  I will never had to live in this world.  I saw myself, enchained by fear.

Brenda Cowan

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About leeskid (Brenda Cowan)

Breathing, writing, listening
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